Dec 6, 2009

Rebirth

Looking out the window, I was surprised to see leaves falling from a tree. I live at the ocean surrounded mostly by palms and evergreens.  Early darkness is one of the only signs of the seasons changing.

I don't miss winter. 
Back in the midwest, covering the crime beat for TV news often meant spending hours outside in blizzard conditions; murders, fires, kidnappings - they don't stop for winter.

My photographer and I once got stranded in an icestorm when our satellite truck's mast froze in the air (a safety device keeps the truck from moving unless the mast is down).

No matter how hard Mike hacked away at the ice, the mast would refreeze faster than he could scrape.

We were stuck. Frostbite. Hypothermia. Possibly freezing to death...

We put in an emergency call to highway patrol. "The roads are impassable," the dispatcher couldn't tell when help would rescue us. "We've got to try to reach the accidents first."

We'd be ok as long as we had gas to run the heater.  A State Trooper eventually saved us.

We endured a brutal, fatal winter that year. I left soon afterward and never moved back.

Hollywood lately has felt like winter - barren. bleak. destiny choked under a mound of frozen dirt.

But watching those leaves fall reminded me that there's a season for all things. We survive the storms. Barrenness yields to rebirth. Hold on to the promise as long as it takes.

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4 comments:

  1. Man, I admire your steadfastness! Been there many times where I experienced barrenness and bleakness. Thank you for the reminder to hold on to the promise and that we will survive the storms. I guess the upside to living in the Midwest is that we anticipate rebirth and get to experience new life in the Spring. :)

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  2. yes, my friend, as you well know in this industry it's that constant "hurry up and wait..." and wait some more...that can be so draining. Guess the virtue of patience is being instilled at a deep level! off to an audition :)

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  3. Shay, loved this post. Spent 9 years in Chicago with great friends but remembering auditioning in minus zero temps or with freezing slush flooding into shoes - 'twas brutal! Agree with you too about Hollywood having that momentary stifled destiny you wrote so keenly about..the industry has not been this cynical and stark for a while...strange. We know it'll get better and we'll hang on but what a great way to observe and report it. Hope the audition went great!

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  4. Karl, I love that your comment adds even more depth because you're walking through the journey, too.

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